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King of the Bingo Game Ralph Ellison

The woman in front of him was eating roasted peanuts that smelled so good that he

could barely contain his hunger. He could not even sleep and wished they’d hurry and

begin the bingo game. There, on his right, two fellows were drinking wine out of a bottle

wrapped in a paper bag, and he could hear soft gurgling in the dark. His stomach gave a

low, gnawing growl. “If this was down South,” he thought, “all I’d have to do is lean over

and say, ‘Lady, gimme a few of those peanuts, please ma’am,’ and she’d pass me the bag

and never think nothing of it.” Or he could ask the fellows for a drink in the same way.

Folks down South stuck together that way; they didn’t even have to know you. But up

here it was different. Ask somebody for something, and they’d think you were crazy.

Well, I ain’t crazy. I’m just broke, ’cause I got no birth certificate to get a job, and Laura

’bout to die ’cause we got no money for a doctor. But I ain’t crazy. And yet a pinpoint of

doubt was focused in his mind as he glanced toward the screen and saw the hero stealthily

entering a dark room and sending the beam of a flashlight along a wall of bookcases. This

is where he finds the trapdoor, he remembered. The man would pass abruptly through the

wall and find the girl tied to a bed, her legs and arms spread wide, and her clothing torn to

rags. He laughed softly to himself. He had seen the picture three times, and this was one

of the best scenes.

On his right the fellow whispered wide-eyed to his companion, “Man, look

ayonder!”

“Damn!”

“Wouldn’t I like to have her tied up like that … ”

“Hey! That fool’s letting her loose!”

“Aw, man, he loves her.”

“Love or no love!”

The man moved impatiently beside him, and he tried to involve himself in the

scene. But Laura was on his mind. Tiring quickly of watching the picture he looked back

to where the white beam filtered from the projection room above the balcony. It started

small and grew large, specks of dust dancing in its whiteness as it reached the screen. It

was strange how the beam always landed right on the screen and didn’t mess up and fall

somewhere else. But they had it all fixed. Everything was fixed. Now suppose when they

showed that girl with her dress torn the girl started taking off the rest of her clothes, and

when the guy came in he didn’t untie her but kept her there and went to taking off his own

clothes? That would be something to see. If a picture got out of hand like that those guys

up there would go nuts. Yeah, and there’d be so many folks in here you couldn’t find a

seat for nine months! A strange sensation played over his skin. He shuddered. Yesterday

he’d seen a bedbug on a woman’s neck as they walked out into the bright street. But

exploring his thigh through a hole in his pocket he found only goose pimples and old

scars.

The bottle gurgled again. He closed his eyes. Now a dreamy music was accom-

panying the film and train whistles were sounding in the distance, and he was a boy again

walking along a railroad trestle down South, and seeing the train coming, and running

back as fast as he could go, and hearing the whistle blowing, and getting off the trestle to

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solid ground just in time, with the earth trembling beneath his feet, and feeling relieved as

he ran down the cinder-strewn embankment onto the highway, and looking back and

seeing with terror that the train had left the track and was following him right down the

middle of the street, and all the white people laughing as he ran screaming …

“Wake up there, buddy! What the hell do you mean hollering like that? Can’t

you see we trying to enjoy this here picture?”

He stared at the man with gratitude.

“I’m sorry, old man,” he said. “I musta been dreaming.”

“Well, here, have a drink. And don’t be making no noise like that, damn!” His

hands trembled as he tilted his head. It was not wine, but whiskey. Cold

rye whiskey. He took a deep swoller, decided it was better not to take another, and handed

the bottle back to its owner.

“Thanks, old man,” he said.

Now he felt the cold whiskey breaking a warm path straight through the middle of

him, growing hotter and sharper as it moved. He had not eaten all day, and it made him

light-headed. The smell of the peanuts stabbed him like a knife, and he got up and found a

seat in the middle aisle. But no sooner did he sit than he saw a row of intense-faced young

girls, and got up again, thinking, “You chicks musta been Lindy-hopping! somewhere.”

He found a seat several rows ahead as the lights came on, and he saw the screen disappear

behind a heavy red and gold curtain; then the curtain rising, and the man with the

microphone and a uniformed attendant coming on the stage.

He felt for his bingo cards, smiling. The guy at the door wouldn’t like it if he knew

about his having five cards. Well, not everyone played the bingo game; and even with five

cards he didn’t have much of a chance. For Laura, though, he had to have faith. He

studied the cards, each with its different numerals, punching the free center hole in each

and spreading them neatly across his lap; and when the lights faded he sat slouched in his

seat so that he could look from his cards to the bingo wheel with but a quick shifting of

his eyes.

Ahead, at the end of the darkness, the man with the microphone was pressing a

button attached to a long cord and spinning the bingo wheel and calling out the number

each time the wheel came to rest. And each time the voice rang out his finger raced over

the cards for the number. With five cards he had to move fast. He became nervous; there

were too many cards, and the man went too fast with his grating voice. Perhaps he should

just select one and throw the others away. But he was afraid. He became warm. Wonder

how much Laura’s doctor would cost? Damn that, watch the cards! And with despair he

heard the man call three in a row which he missed on all five cards. This way he’d never

win …

When he saw the row of holes punched across the third card, he sat paralyzed and

heard the man call three more numbers before he stumbled forward, screaming,

“Bingo! Bingo!”

“Let that fool up there,” someone called.

“Get up there, man!”

He stumbled down the aisle and up the steps to the stage into a light so sharp and

bright that for a moment it blinded him, and he felt that he had moved into the spell of

some strange, mysterious power. Yet it was as familiar as the sun, and he knew it was the

perfectly familiar bingo.

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The man with the microphone was saying something to the audience as he held out

his card. A cold light flashed from the man’s finger as the card left his hand. His knees

trembled. The man stepped closer, checking the card against the numbers chalked on the

board. Suppose he had made a mistake? The pomade on the man’s hair made him feel

faint, and he backed away. But the man was checking the card over the microphone now,

and he had to stay. He stood tense, listening.

“Under the 0, forty-four,” the man chanted. “Under the I, seven. Under the

G, three. Under the B, ninety-six. Under the N, thirteen!”

His breath came easier as the man smiled at the audience.

“Yes sir, ladies and gentlemen, he’s one of the chosen people!” The audience

rippled with laughter and applause.

“Step right up to the front of the stage.”

He moved slowly forward, wishing that the light was not so bright.

“To win tonight’s jackpot of $36.90 the wheel must stop between the double

zero, understand?”

He nodded, knowing the ritual from the many days and nights he had watched the

winners march across the stage to press the button that controlled the spinning wheel and

receive the prizes. And now he followed the instructions as though he’d crossed the

slippery stage a million prize-winning times.

The man was making some kind of joke, and he nodded vacantly. So tense had he

become that he felt a sudden desire to cry and shook it away. He felt vaguely that his

whole life was determined by the bingo wheel; not only that which would happen now

that he was at last before it, but all that had gone before, since his birth, and his mother’s

birth and the birth of his father. It had always been there, even though he had not been

aware of it, handing out the unlucky cards and numbers of his days. The feeling

persisted, and he started quickly away. I better get down from here before I make a fool

of myself, he thought.

“Here, boy,” the man called. “You haven’t started yet.”

Someone laughed as he went hesitantly back.

“Are you all reet?”

He grinned at the man’s jive talk, but no words would come, and he knew it was

not a convincing grin. For suddenly he knew that he stood on the slippery brink of some

terrible embarrassment.

“Where are you from, boy?” the man asked. “Down South.”

“He’s from down South, ladies and gentlemen,” the man said. “Where from?

Speak right into the mike.”

“Rocky Mont,” he said. “Rock’ Mont, North Car’lina.”

“So you decided to come down off that mountain to the U.S.,” the man laughed.

He felt that the man was making a fool of him, but then something cold was placed in his

hand, and the lights were no longer behind him.

Standing before the wheel he felt alone, but that was somehow right, and he

remembered his plan. He would give the wheel a short quick twirl. Just a touch of the

button. He had watched it many times, and always it came close to double zero when it

was short and quick. He steeled himself; the fear had left, and he felt a profound sense of

promise, as though he were about to be repaid for all the things he’d suffered all his life.

Trembling, he pressed the button. There was a whirl of lights, and in a second he realized

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with finality that though he wanted to, he could not stop. It was as though he held a high-

powered line in his naked hand. His nerves tightened. As the wheel increased its speed it

seemed to draw him more and more into its power, as though it held his fate; and with it

came a deep need to submit, to whirl, to lose himself in its swirl of color. He could not

stop it now. So let it be.

The button rested snugly in his palm where the man had placed it. And now he

became aware of the man beside him, advising him through the microphone, while

behind the shadowy audience hummed with noisy voices. He shifted his feet. There was

still that feeling of helplessness within him, making part of hirn desire to turn back, even

now that the jackpot was right in his hand. He squeezed the button until his fist ached.

Then, like the sudden shriek of a subway whistle, a doubt tore through his head. Suppose

he did not spin the wheel long enough? What could he do, and how could he tell? And

then he knew, even as he wondered, that as long as he pressed the button, he could

control the jackpot. He and only he could determine whether or not it was to be his. Not

even the man with the microphone could do anything about it now. He felt drunk. Then,

as though he had come down from a high hill into a valley of people, he heard the

audience yelling.

“Come down from there, you jerk!”

“Let somebody else have a chance … ”

“Ole Jack thinks he done found the end of the rainbow … ”

The last voice was not unfriendly, and he turned and smiled dreamily into the

yelling mouths. Then he turned his back squarely on them.

“Don’t take too long, boy,” a voice said.

He nodded. They were yelling behind him. Those folks did not understand 50

what had happened to him. They had been playing the bingo game day in and night out

for years, trying to win rent money or hamburger change. But not one of those wise guys

had discovered this wonderful thing. He watched the wheel whirling past the numbers and

experienced a burst of exaltation: This is God! This is the really truly God! He said it

aloud, “This is God!”

He said it with such absolute conviction that he feared he would fall fainting into

the footlights. But the crowd yelled so loud that they could not hear. These fools, he

thought. I’m here trying to tell them the most wonderful secret in the world, and they’re

yelling like they gone crazy. A hand fell upon his shoulder.

“You’ll have to make a choice now, boy. You’ve taken too long.” He brushed the

hand violently away.

“Leave me alone, man. I know what I’m doing!”

The man looked surprised and held on to the microphone for support. And because

he did not wish to hurt the man’s feelings he smiled, realizing with a sudden pang that

there was no way of explaining to the man just why he had to stand there pressing the

button forever.

“Come here,” he called tiredly.

The man approached, rolling the heavy microphone across the stage. “Anybody

can play this bingo game, right?” he said.

“Sure, but … ”

He smiled, feeling inclined to be patient with this slick looking white man with his

blue shirt and his sharp gabardine suit.

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“That’s what I thought,” he said. “Anybody can win the jackpot as long as they get

the lucky number, right?”

“That’s the rule, but after all … ”

“That’s what I thought,” he said. “And the big prize goes to the man who knows

how to win it?”

The man nodded speechlessly.

“Well then, go on over there and watch me win like I want to. I ain’t going to hurt

nobody,” he said, “and I’ll show you how to win. I mean to show the whole world how it’s

got to be done.”

And because he understood, he smiled again to let the man know that he held

nothing against him for being white and impatient. Then he refused to see the man any

longer and stood pressing the button, the voices of the crowd reaching him like sounds in

distant streets. Let them yell. All the Negroes down there were just ashamed because he

was black like them. He smiled inwardly, knowing how it was. Most of the time he was

ashamed of what Negroes did himself. Well, let them be ashamed for something this time.

Like him. He was like a long thin black wire that was being stretched and wound upon the

bingo wheel; wound until he wanted to scream; wound, but this time himself controlling

the winding and the sadness and the shame, and because he did, Laura would be all right.

Suddenly the lights flickered. He staggered backwards. Had something gone wrong? All

this noise. Didn’t they know that although he controlled the wheel, it also controlled him,

and unless he pressed the button forever and forever and ever it would stop, leaVing him

high and dry, dry and high on this hard high slippery hill and Laura dead? There was only

one chance; he had to do whatever the wheel demanded. And gripping the button in

despair, he discovered with surprise that it imparted a nervous energy. His spine tingled.

He felt a certain power.

Now he faced the raging crowd with defiance, its screams penetrating his eardrums

like trumpets shrieking from a juke-box. The vague faces glowing in the bingo lights gave

him a sense of himself that he had never known before. He was running the show, by God!

They had to react to him, for he was their luck. This is mej he thought. Let the bastards yell.

Then someone was laughing inside him, and he realized that somehow he had forgotten his own name. It

was a sad, lost feeling to lose your name, and a crazy thing to do. That name had been given him by the

white man who had owned his grandfather a long lost time ago down South. But maybe those wise guys

knew his name.

“Who am I?” he screamed. “Hurry up and

bingo, you jerk!”

They didn’t know either, he thought sadly. They didn’t even know their own

names, they were all poor nameless bastards. Well, he didn’t need that old name; he was

reborn. For as long as he pressed the button he was The-man-who-pressedthe-button-who-

held-the-prize-who-was-the-King-of-Bingo. That was the way it was, and he’d have to

press the button even if nobody understood, even though Laura did not understand.

“Live!” he shouted.

The audience quieted like the dying of a huge fan.

“Live, Laura, baby. I got holt of it now, sugar. Live!”

He screamed it, tears streaming down his face. “1 got nobody but YOU!”

The screams tore from his very guts. He felt as though the rush of blood to his

head would burst out in baseball seams of small red droplets, like a head beaten by

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police clubs. Bending over he saw a trickle of blood splashing the toe of his shoe.

With his free hand he searched his head. It was his nose. God, suppose something has

gone wrong? He felt that the whole audience had somehow entered him and was

stamping its feet in his stomach and he was unable to throw them out. They wanted

the prize, that was it. They wanted the secret for themselves. But they’d never get it; he

would keep the bingo wheel whirling forever, and Laura would be safe in the wheel.

But would she? It had to be, because if she were not safe the wheel would cease to

turn; it could not go on. He had to get away, vomit all, and his mind formed an image

of himself running with Laura in his arms down the tracks of the subway just ahead of

an A train, running desperately vomit with people screaming for him to come out but

knowing no way of leaving the tracks because to stop would bring the train crushing

down upon him and to attempt to leave across the other tracks would mean to run into a

hot third rail as high as his waist which threw blue sparks that blinded his eyes until he

could hardly see.

He heard singing and the audience was clapping its hands.

Shoot the liquor to him, Jim, boy!

Clap-clap-clap

Well a-calla the cop

He’s blowing his top!

Shoot the liquor to him, Jim, boy!

Bitter anger grew within him at the singing. They think I’m crazy. Well let ’em

laugh. I’ll do what I got to do.

He was standing in an attitude of intense listening when he saw that they were

watching something on the stage behind him. He felt weak. But when he turned he saw

no one. If only his thumb did not ache so. Now they were applauding. And for a

moment he thought that the wheel had stopped. But that was impossible, his thumb still

pressed the button. Then he saw them. Two men in uniform beckoned from the end of

the stage. They were coming toward him, walking in step, slowly, like a tap-dance

team returning for a third encore. But their shoulders shot forward, and he backed

away, looking wildly about. There was nothing to fight them with. He had only the

long black cord which led to a plug somewhere back stage, and he couldn’t use that

because it operated the bingo wheel. He backed slowly, fixing the men with his eyes as

his lips stretched over his teeth in a tight, fixed grin; moved toward the end of the stage

and realizing that he couldn’t go much further, for suddenly the cord became taut and

he couldn’t afford to break the cord. But he had to do something. The audience was

howling. Suddenly he stopped dead, seeing the men halt, their legs lifted as in an inter-

rupted step of a slow-motion dance. There was nothing to do but run in the other

direction and he dashed forward, slipping and sliding. The men fell back, surprised. He

struck out violently going past.

“Grab him!”

He ran, but all too quickly the cord tightened, resintingly, and he turned and ran back

again. This time he slipped them, and discovered by running in a circle before the wheel he

could keep the cord from tightening. But this way he had to flail his arms to keep the men

away. Why couldn’t they leave a man alone? He ran, circling.

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“Ring down the curtain,” someone yelled. But they couldn’t do that. If they did the

wheel flashing from the projection room would be cut off. But they had him before he

could tell them so, trying to pry open his fist, and he was wrestling and trying to bring

his knees into the fight and holding on to the button, for it was his life. And now he

was down, seeing a foot coming down, crushing his wrist cruelly, down, as he saw the

wheel whirling serenely above.

“I can’t give it up,” he screamed. Then quietly, in a confidential tone, “Boys, I really

can’t give it up.”

It landed hard against his head. And in the blank moment they had it away from him,

completely now. He fought them trying to pull him up from the stage as he watched the

wheel spin slowly to a stop. Without surprise he saw it rest at double-zero.

“You see,” he pointed bitterly.

“Sure, boy, sure, it’s O.K.,” one of the men said smiling.

And seeing the man bow his head to someone he could not see, he felt very, very

happy; he would receive what all the winners received.

But as he warmed in the justice of the man’s tight smile he did not see the man’s slow

wink, nor see the bow-legged man behind him step clear of the swiftly descending curtain

and set himself for a blow. He only felt the dull pain exploding in his skull, and he knew

even as it slipped out of him that his luck had run out on the stage.

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